La . I thought I was losing my mind. Following that experience, growth hit warp speed answers, confirmations, and assurances from the universe continue today.  were seemed to hit warp speed. We have all are significant, but I believe, some have been invited to help shape and define, the next era of humanity. The universe appeared to be done with child’s play, refusing to accept no.  Self was searching, studying, getting to know itself fully, her growth had been delayed due to religion and desire to please earthly mother. Phenomena began to manifest, and I felt the energy urgency, gave myself to it to experience fully.  I had been asking, begging, and seeking, answers pertaining to 11:11. I spoke of and contemplated the meaning,  with others I sensed were on my level. I  had many significant experiences on that date, throughout my life. Finally the answers came.The secret didn’t open to me until the appointed time. Even as a child reality wasn’t real, seeking reality beyond seeing and feeling. I was leaving myself clues to reach higher being   of who we really are and where we are going, awakening had been beckoning sincerity, 11:11  for I had been in oblivion for ten years, unable to geof the vortex I was stuck in, which had me verge of  total hopelessness on my way to madness.utter hopelessness  Shadow work and higher levels of consciousness and dimensions, have been occurring spontaneously to me beginning five years ago, shortly after my fortieth birthday . I learned that shortly after that forty has significant Christian mythology, flood rained 40 days and nights, immigrants seeking asylum wandered in the desert for forty years. 

This came from a story in the Christian b.i.b.l.e, allowing the silence to speak from Quakerism, Native dancing and chanting.  


Ugg I feel stuck today and can’t seem to get the drink off my mind. Not the drink itself, but the immediate calming of the storms that rage inside.  I am doing all online recovery at this time because I have been involved with AA, NA, CA, even ran a Celebrate Recovery group at one time, and I am sure it’s me since I am the common denominator, but none of those programs held any lasting or meaningful substance in the long run. I have had long periods of abstinence, longest period 5 years twice.  I have had the greatest success in AA but since I am a, “relapse queen.” I now feel only judgment, criticism, and well unsupported. I expect those reactions from people who are uneducated or unaware, and have no experience with addiction, but from peers who supposedly are addicts and have, “found a solution, and there is no easier, softer way,” it is especially disheartening.  I thank God daily for this website, where I learned of non 12 step recovery programs, for the first time. I am excited by some of these other types of programs, although finding local meetings has proven to be difficult.  Any Suggestions?



Goddess=God-Dog Goddess

Goddess, devil,  angels, aliens, avatars, past lives, alternate realities

World Religion and Spiritual Practices for Everyone.

Discovering the goddess within is the way we will win.

Bear with me guys at first this is one of my first blogs so it may  to ramble but there is a focus and purpose which is to propose as Jesus suggested finding your personal way, opening our minds, bodies, and spirits, just soak in all that life has rather than trying to define categorize, organize and tame it all. Lets learn to simply be apart of it all.   . Ironically, the religion that eventually would be called Catholicism, at first was call The Way. 

Doing all you can do to be a better you?All I wanted was to be healthier and more clear headed. What I discovered was beyond, my wildest dreams.  

Hindu, Buddhist, Jewish, Catholic, Christian, Mormon, Nativism, Agnostic, Gnostic, The Occult…  There are so many religions and belief systems, there are an estimated 4,200 different religions in the world according to,, and those are only the recognized ones.  In my humble estimate that could easily be 5,000. I just found out about  a new one Radha Soami Satsang Beas, can’t wait to dig in and find out more about that one.

In this information age there is so much at our fingertips we are asking questions not commonly asked by our ancestors. As we go flying off to war, subspace, and outer space, we have left behind our innerspace, the one space in our journey here that truly matters, the one thing we can take with us. Our experiences.  I remember 25+ years ago, I had just been born. Hehe.  We were raised to believed as our parents and grandparents believed, without question. There was a greater ability for control of information which gave a greater ability to mind control.  

Yoga, acupuncture and the like did not gain popularity in Northern America until I would guesstimate 10-15 years ago.The world was divided it seems like in half.  The East and the  West and the core belief systems couldn’t be more diverse from each other. we Americans tend to believe we are the center of the world. 

For over 20 years I have given my life to the study and pursuit, of spirituality, world religions, balance, and peace.   Being lead and taught by many spiritual guides over the years some with skin some without. The Ultimate Lesson I have learned so far is that with IT anything and all things are not only possible but probable.

Exaustive is an word as we are discovering more and awakening more as a collective species as never before in human history.

When each belief system or religion  each one has its own merits, values and  when most of them claim to be the correct belief system to revere and Radha Soami Satsang Beas worship God/Goddess

The Universe is inside you.

September 9, 2019

The Navel

(I’m Fwd this over: I was taught this in Aesthetician School.)

Did you know why to put different oils in and on the belly button?

Our Navel (Nabhi), is an amazing gift that our Creator has given us. According to science, the first part created after conception is the navel. After it is created, it joins the mother’s placenta through the umbilical cord.

Our Navel is surely an amazing thing! All our veins are connected to our navel, which makes it the focal point of our body. The belly button is life itself!

The “Pechoti” is behind the navel, which has more than 72,000 veins. The total amount of blood vessels we have in our body is equal to double the circumference of the earth.

We knew that to lower the temperature to the babies, we put a cotton swab with alcohol in the navel, now we know that with oil, it’s better.

Applying oil in the navel heals the dryness of the eyes, poor view, the pancreas, the heels, and chapped lips, keeps the face bright, the hair healthier, for knee pain, the chills, lethargy, pain in the joints and dry skin.

. Apply Neem Oil in your belly button – to get rid of stubborn pimples and acne

. Apply Almond Oil in your belly button- to help achieve a glowing face

. Apply Mustard Oil in your belly button – to get rid of dry, chapped lips. Will also keep your intestines moving to remove harmful bacteria but keep the good. Actually works as a mild detox.

. Apply olive oil or coconut oil – to improve your fertility

Keep alcohol dipped cotton on your belly button – to cure a cold, flu and a running nose. When a baby has stomach pain, we put a few drops directly in the navel and we give the massage around the naval a few minutes, the pain is cured. Oil works the same way.

Keep brandy-soaked cotton ball on your belly button – to ease menstrual pain and cramps

Sesame Oil is used for all types of joint pains. It is also known to strengthen bones. Many parents use in their children every night at bedtime.

Use an equal amount of Mustard Oil And Ginger Oil For Upset Stomach, Bloating, Nausea and digestive problems.

Using Warm Ghee improves blood flow to the nervous system and also enhances the immunity system. It cures constipation and builds a strong digestive system. It gives relief from joint pain.

Thyme oil is anti-spasmodic, it helps relax your arteries and veins, lowering blood pressure and stress to your heart. It may also help strengthen and tone your heart muscles.

As a diuretic, Thyme oil may help your body to remove excess water, salt and toxins from your body, helping with weight, blood pressure, digestion, and more.

Thyme oil is an expectorant, which means it can help remove mucus from your airways and lungs. Thyme oil is approved by Germany’s Commission E in the treatment of bronchitis, whooping cough, and upper respiratory inflammation.

Remember Thyme oil is a powerful compound and should not be used directly on your skin, as this can cause sensitization and irritation. It must first be diluted with a carrier oil (like olive oil, coconut oil, or almond oil)

Thymus Vulgaris) Essential Oil 100% Pure Therapeutic Grade is what you look for.


At night before bed, put 3 drops of Castor oil in your navel and spread it 1 and a half inches around your navel.


At night before bed, put 3 drops of mustard oil in your navel and spread it 1 and a half inches around your navel.


Your Navel can detect which veins have dried up and by putting oil, those nerves open them…

You can keep a small drip jar with the oil required next to your bed and place a few drops in your navel before going to sleep. This will make it convenient to pour and avoid accidental spills.


1×2=3? LFMAO

I do get passionate about my country and its preservation, and my fingers often can’t keep up with my mind. You on the other hand are coldly participating in the destruction of America. 

I would rather come off as a little bit of a ding bat, than  a idiot brain washed Trump truth hater. ……..zzz getting bored with you.  One last truth, the electoral college is illegal, Trump’s presidency is illegitimate.

 In a Democracy every vote of every citizen counts, OTHERWISE, it is not a democracy. Maybe if the voice of the people, very different mob rule, meaning the masses, not Mob rule as in the Mob bosses Trump is in bed with. If The Democracy in America was run with integrity, the country would be in better shape.  Each presidency has had its hand than the erosion of America. The government is afraid of mob rule, because then the real truth about our government would be brought out into the light.  The fleecing of America continues.

Straight from another lost soul,  from the Christian Cult. You are basically saying, that God condones, rape, murder, thievery. kidnapping, child human trafficking, oppression, and lying. If you had ever picked up the Bible and read it for yourself,  instead of regurgitating something you heard from another cult member, you would know, that behavior is in direct opposition to what God teaches. Your statement is a perfect example of what it truly means to take  God’s name in vain. 

Using God’s name, and slapping in on some half baked human dea, that has nothing to do with God. That is more offensive, than a silly little cuss word, like God Damn. When you damm his people, and his creation mother earth, then you are the one damned, and the creators of hell.

Xulu-Zulu, Zion… Ancient Justified Zulu…


Alexander P. Archuleta redeemed me from the crux, conundrum, brokenness and disaster I had become, Initially brought on by Christianity, although I never lost my faith in Jesus of Nazareth . My brother, brought new revelation, understanding and experience to what ascension mastery and Ancient zulu justification means which I would have never been able to experience in any other way.  Zion is what he brought to life in my soul. Where Jesus couldn’t help Alex did.   I was paralized bearing all of the gifts, love and desire of our calling to realize and express Zion ascension. It all appeared as a vapor, a vision and promise. As it had been presented to me it was touted as just more of the same.”Nothing new under the Sun mentality which I in my spirit knew not to be true, I was  an unobtainable mirage and oasis of salvation and peace never to  be reached. 

As sit here. I weep with ecstatic joy, inexpressible gratitude, and unfathomable inexplicable bliss at the privilege of the beautiful disastrous divine healing love filled with grace and mercy and peace. Peace, I would have never found. without my Beautiful Manic Brother.  He saved me from the true abyss that was becoming me.  

Beautiful 4th of July Sunset, Just before the 2 hour fireworks show.

I was so far removed from it, heaven on  earth,  impossible and improbable to comprehend with my finite brain. appeared to  and even harder to reach appeared to be impossible to reach in the true sense of God’s agape love.