Dis-ease a loss of comfort, an out of control virus, ism of alcohol-ism
I am sorry you are in an intense painful period. I just came through one that lasted 10 years. I believe you are whole, and have been wounded and are feeling massive amounts of emotional pain which will heal. I hope this helps, what I learned, is we all experience trauma, and pain in this life, some to a greater extent than others, and each instance has a purpose. Purpose and understanding are obscure, but no matter how painful, the situation is, it is for your benefit, and will bring growth and beauty unforeseen. Without pressure a diamond remains lump of coal. Sometimes we just have to endure. I Hope it gets better soon.
Inspired by the X-force launch today.