if you like me we,we…One LOVE, ONE Heart one dream…

If you are like me we, we??

If you are anything like me, you are a typical busy American women,  on the go, never satisfied. Always looking for the next trend, idea or thing, for excitement and stimulation.

 Although we appear to have it all, great relationships, great jobs,cars, houses, and happy families, we were living the american dream, or was it a nightmare.

 Having obtained everything we had been taught would lead to happy and fulfilling lives, our  lives can still feel empty, and unfulfilling, as a result experienced disillusionment and  depressession set in. I thought to myself many times,“After all the effort and time to do the right thing, and this is what I get? Broke, busted, and disgusted.”

I came to the point of desperation. I embarked on a search for relief from these feelings  of unfulfillment.  After all the work I had put in to my lifestyle I wanted change,without having to uproot and change everything about my life. 

How could I be free to be me, to live the life that I had built, and adored. How could I live, enjoy, and be more apart of this life that was totally mine yet somehow wasn’t? These questions and many more we will explore. 

Tune in for lots more fun.

Best Wishes

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Goddess=God-Dog Goddess

Goddess, devil,  angels, aliens, avatars, past lives, alternate realities

World Religion and Spiritual Practices for Everyone.

Discovering the goddess within is the way we will win.

Bear with me guys at first this is one of my first blogs so it may  to ramble but there is a focus and purpose which is to propose as Jesus suggested finding your personal way, opening our minds, bodies, and spirits, just soak in all that life has rather than trying to define categorize, organize and tame it all. Lets learn to simply be apart of it all.   . Ironically, the religion that eventually would be called Catholicism, at first was call The Way. 

Doing all you can do to be a better you?All I wanted was to be healthier and more clear headed. What I discovered was beyond, my wildest dreams.  

Hindu, Buddhist, Jewish, Catholic, Christian, Mormon, Nativism, Agnostic, Gnostic, The Occult…  There are so many religions and belief systems, there are an estimated 4,200 different religions in the world according to, https://www.reference.com, and those are only the recognized ones.  In my humble estimate that could easily be 5,000. I just found out about  a new one Radha Soami Satsang Beas, can’t wait to dig in and find out more about that one.

In this information age there is so much at our fingertips we are asking questions not commonly asked by our ancestors. As we go flying off to war, subspace, and outer space, we have left behind our innerspace, the one space in our journey here that truly matters, the one thing we can take with us. Our experiences.  I remember 25+ years ago, I had just been born. Hehe.  We were raised to believed as our parents and grandparents believed, without question. There was a greater ability for control of information which gave a greater ability to mind control.  

Yoga, acupuncture and the like did not gain popularity in Northern America until I would guesstimate 10-15 years ago.The world was divided it seems like in half.  The East and the  West and the core belief systems couldn’t be more diverse from each other. we Americans tend to believe we are the center of the world. 

For over 20 years I have given my life to the study and pursuit, of spirituality, world religions, balance, and peace.   Being lead and taught by many spiritual guides over the years some with skin some without. The Ultimate Lesson I have learned so far is that with IT anything and all things are not only possible but probable.

Exaustive is an word as we are discovering more and awakening more as a collective species as never before in human history.

When each belief system or religion  each one has its own merits, values and  when most of them claim to be the correct belief system to revere and Radha Soami Satsang Beas worship God/Goddess

Get Wild in the Wild…

Many people can be so insensitive. 9 months is not very long, even if it were a normal relationship it could take longer than 9 months. Be good to yourself, your healing doesn’t need to look like what people expect it to. It took me ten years to get fully healed, and involved intense therapy, and medication, and still I have triggers, which bring it all back, due to c-PTSD. 

Whoever is treating you in ways that trigger you, may not be a true friend, and not someone you should confide in. If it were me I would probably consider completely cutting them out of my life. Nobody deserves that kind of negativity, especially during a difficult period. 

Hi, it sounds like you have already moved on, good for you girl. Do you really want to give him the chance to do it to you again? I would keep on moving if I were in your shoes. My grandma used to say,”Screw me once, shame on you, screw me twice, shame on me, I’ll let you do it again. Ultimately, where are we now? Lockdown….

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22 What is wisdom? Putting knowledge to good use.

Whom? Who made who?  

Intelligent by design either you get it or you don’t.

Compassion is the ultimate wisdom. Most humans still cannot eat spiritual MEAT!

So tired of the Vampires they are all around spiritual and otherwise

Take, take, take and give very little always.

Nacho friend nacho gato. GATES closed again.

It is all a waste of time apparently. So Oh well.

See ya on the flip side. Don’t ask for shit if you aint got nothing to give or only think of yourself Damon!!! We rock well. Like WTF Blue!!! 

We have needs also, but our needs always are met; way above and beyond. either way since we always give for love, and the love of giving whether that be tough love and ass-kicking, talk scripture whatever. Just like love languages we have different languages of motivation. Sigma 6 , leading with positive works for some, others kick the  bird outta the nest.  As I know we are free, have our wings and so on just walking the walk. Loving as we are loved.  Melanin, H2O, E-mc2 squares. 

Thus, Hinduism maintains that truth must be sought in multiple sources, not dogmatically proclaimed. -Hindu Prayer

“May good thoughts come to us from all sides.” 

-Hindu Prayer 

Hoy Balloon Fiesta!!! The Story of Paul Palo Bagley

My 10 years with

Paúl -meaning little preacher.

Him, he pursued me, seaming, and lying the entire time, to see if I had what he wanted. Not monetarily, although I did make more money than him, throughout our time together from bitter sweet to bitter end he had his game plan perfected. His web of lies was all ready to catch me, so that he could suck my soul, strength, and vibrancy. Because he, as with most narcs, has no soul. I do blame myself for staying way too long and allowing the abuse to get as bad as it did.

Shit Stains & Sundays

-That seems to be where my story begins. At least the first indications that I was born with trauma from past lives, with a mission, with purpose, and most of all with gods wisdom and blessing.

All things to all Men? Naa, to all WOMEN. Hmmm I question all. Trust is earned not given any longer.

I wounder why the power went out @buffalo Thunder. Could that have been me?

Just like the song says in buying the stair way to heaven? It seems, I can get anything I want with out a word. Well no not it seem, I can. This for me is a like a wet blanket or a heavy burden in and of it self. But to one of those your are so pretty I cant look at you thing. I never even considered that but that weird guy I worked for that did the hair led light shit with the hand held that can help joints. He was that way even in my interview he wouldn’t look at me.

Blessed beyond measure, too blessed to be stressed. To much for myself. Sounds egoistical and yet that is how I feel, in that cannot see with the eyes. I see the beauty in every one. Even when I met Teri I thought she had a pretty smile.

It truly is what you focus on. I focus too much on the good in people. so perhaps I focus too much on my bad in return, a way of balance, perhaps.

It may actually be fruit of the spirit, love joy peace patience kindness, and self-control, and self governance all at once.

There are many thing that can only be learned by experience, although if it goes over your head it’s not meant for that individual to understand at that time.

. I used to be pretty dingy missing many jokes, i.e. back handed complements, read Tre Macho book. now I know better, I simply was what they label as Autistic. born to old for such nonsense and tatke everything a face value and when it is not and I have brrn mistreated or abused at different levil I have lerarne how to deal weoth the feelijngs heal and move on sometime that presents in forgetting sometimes in other ways.

I am in this strange limbo, perhaps this is what would be called somewhat like a purgatory, or more like a Zen mode which one I am experiencing depends. on presence what and who is present, in spirit and in truth.

Going on a Sentimental Journey?

DORIS DAY

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My walls are walls for a reason…

Jail House ROCKS!!! Elvis~!!!!

Blooming where planted!!! PLEADIAN- Nedioh we are not!!!

I heard Tripp trying to guess a name close but no cigar!  Roy Ron pfft come vedga chupa vedga… 

I am that I am. A force of nature and otherwise. I am goddess sovereign and free in so many ways ya’ll will never be able to ketxchup.

Ixel is with me. Fuck offf!!! I am not a robot!!!!!!!

Recapacha have your hack a thons every year!!!

You Idiots!!!!

Evil is Evil

The true evil is right inside OUR borders,Euro-American trash are the biggest drug dealers, murders,  awd human traffickers,which he is involved in, 1,200 children and infants are still missing. Terrorism domestic and international, are all within our borders. Go back to the mother ship, Russia, or whatever  shit hole you crawled out of.  Bottom feeder.

Haven’t  you been paying attention?  You can’t honestly  believe the  border wall narrative. It is just a hoax fabricated to keep his supporters from seeing the truth.  The Mueller report being suppressed by GOP and Burr, does not mean there was no Russian collusion.  The wall narrative on the other hand is truly laughable, especially when the the true evil is right inside OUR borders.  The biggest drug dealers, are the pill pushing doctors , most mass murders, and domestic terrorism, plots carried out, have been perpetrated by Anglo-Americans, the largest documented incident of human trafficking, ever recorded, 1,200 children and infants are still missing, all within our borders  Euro-American trash are the problem..

Aww your so clever, you sound just like the rest of the Bots. Just because the  GOP and the rest of the crooks on capitol hill,  found a way to block most of the report, doesn’t mean there was no Russian collusion. What about the rest of the talking points? The wall is simply a policy so he can steal more American money.  The true evil is right inside OUR borders.  The biggest drug dealers, are the pill pushing doctors , most mass murders, and domestic terrorism, plots carried out, have been perpetrated by Anglo-Americans, the largest documented incident of human trafficking, ever recorded, 1,200 children and infants are still missing, all within our borders  Euro-American trash are the problem.. Go back to the Mothership, Russia, or whatever you came from. You will feel bad when Trump ends up in prison. I’ll bet you won’t have the balls to come here, and  talk shit then.

Straight from another lost soul,  in the Christian Cult. You are basically saying, that God condones, rape, murder, thievery. kidnapping, child human trafficking, oppression, and lying. If you had ever picked up the Bible and read it for yourself,  instead of regurgitating something you heard from another cult member, you would know, that behavior is in direct opposition of what God teaches. Your statement,  is a perfect example of what it truly means to take  God’s name in vain. Using God’s name, and slapping in on some half baked human idea, that has nothing to do with God. That is more offensive, than a silly little cuss word, like God Damn. When you damn his people, and his creation mother earth, than you are the one damned, and the creators of hell, you are the perpetrator of God damn.

NO MORE ILLEGALS.  THE EURO-AMERICAN WHITE TRASH, that came here . They should have been treated like the refugees. Weapons  pointed at them, then put in prisons indefinitely, until THEIR intent for OUR country could be determined.

  Euro-American trash are the problem.

As ” Girlfriend, what has he done for you laaat-lley?

“When the student is ready the teacher will appear.”- Buddha.

When my awakening began, mainstream society tried to convince me, that I was schizophrenic, and not in touch with reality, in short crazy. 

I knew, I wasn’t crazy, but I went along and took the pills, that the American drug dealers, who call themselves healers, gave me.

 It’s been a year, and through synchronicity, and light workers like you, sharing their experience. The Great One, the universe continues to talk to me, and lead me, and comfort me.

Every time I start to doubt myself, or recieved message, the last one, specifically about self trust being the root of my problem.

Two days later I,“come across,” your post, which has confirmed,  the most recent message,  messages that have been being sent my entire life, now I can

Thank you for post, and honesty. Sending peace, love and prayers, your way. 

Five years ago universe was shouting at me to get quiet. The Listen Linda video was  viral, and everyone I met would would invariable say,”Listen Linda.” 

Shedding the,”old skin of  friends and family,” was an easy one. The level of knowledge, and peace, and truth, that I had been search for my whole life. “When the student is ready the teacher will appear.”- Buddha. I believe is synchronicity. When awakening began, mainstream society convinced me I was  schizophrenic, and going crazy. 

I knew, because knew I wasn’t crazy, so I went along and took the pills, that the American drug dealers, who call themselves healers, gave me. It’s been a year now and the universe continues to talk to me, and lead me.

Every time I start to doubt myself, or recieved message, the last one, specifically about self trust being the root of my problem.

Two day later, I. “come across,” a post like yours, which will confirm the most recent message,  received. The messages were there my whole life, now I can recognized the messages. 

Five years ago universe was shouting at me to get quiet. The Listen Linda video was  viral, and everyone I met would would invariable say,”Listen Linda.” 

The level of knowledge, and peace, and truth, that I had been search for my whole life, finally, made it easy to shed the skin of relationships and family. I believe Jesus is one of us, a star child.  Jesus said,” Ask and you will receive.” he said. He is true to his word, stay curious,”seek and you shall find,”

Thank you for your post, it was exactly what I needed to hear. Keep up the good work, fellow light worker.

In order to prove to myself, what I experienced was real, and they are the ones that are crazy.   ow that I have found others like me,  reminds me I am on the right track, especially when I start to question myself. I believe Jesus is one of us, a star child.  Jesus said,” Ask and you will receive.” he said. He is true to his word, stay curious,”seek and you shall find,”

Thank you for your post, it was exactly what I needed to hear. Keep up the good work, fellow light worker.

In order to prove to myself, what I experienced was real, and they are the ones that are crazy.   ow that I have found others like me,  reminds me I am on the right track, especially when I start to question myself.